...

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
                                 i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
e. e. cummings

Snow Day!

I've cracked the mystery of how the Freemasons communicate- they get unassuming crocheting little old ladies to flash gang signs to tip members off to secret meeting locations:

Sarah bought me a starter crochet book, hook, and yarn. I have mastered the chain stitch, and learned how to sign 'Meet at Dennys-4pm'.


In other news- It's snowing!

Yay!


View from the deck.

View of the pond from the dining room.

My garden is getting a good heavy frost.


Maya decided to spend her snow day talking to herself in the mirror.

Bouncy bouncy Maya!

My mom insisted on buying Maya a bouncer. Maya is only three and a half months old (two and a half according to her Dr. because she was born a month early) and I didn't see the point, but grandma had a hair up her butt about it so I let her. Remember this the next time I think grandma doesn't know what she's talking about:

http://www.vimeo.com/632006
password: maya

stupid stupid mona.

A little sumthin sumthin...

It isn't often these days that Ido and I get time to do anything other than what Maya wants to do. New Year's eve Maya wanted to go see Steve and Dani. Maya also wanted us to play Poker, Rock Band, and Time's Up until the wee hours of morn. After Maya's crazy night out Ido and I rolled our Happy New Year butts into bed around 4am.

My mom is the bestest of the bestest and watched Maya so I could sleep until 2pm.

I've been meaning to post this photo because it's something that touched me deeply. Kaylee made this beautiful quilt *for me* I was lost for word to convey my excitement when she gave it to me. I saw the quilt spread across the back of the sofa when we arrived for dinner and I knew she had been working on it for months, and that it was for me, but I didn't assume it was still something she wanted to give to me because if I had made this I don't believe I would have been able to part with it. So I waited... and waited... And after dinner she presented it to me and I signed with relief and giggled the word WOW about thirty times in thirty seconds.

Lug- The magical fish of friendship.

Happy Birthday Ella! (and little baby jesus)

Tonight we went out for tasty Ethiopian food at Saba in Seattle to celebrate Ella's birthday. Maya thought this was a good occasion to get all gussied up.



Last week during one of my 'take Maya for a relaxing ride in the car so she can get some sleep' adventures I ended up at the Issaquah Cougar Mountain Zoo. This was a treat! They had a few Reindeer on the property and this is what they had to say to me:

Nanner nanner!

More apples please?

See, I got friends.

I smell cabbage...

I said more apples please!

Like, Totally!

Do you remember that girl in high school that had TONS of friends and everyone liked her? (no, not the one that slept around. That's not the one I'm talking about.) Maya is already that girl. Five weeks old and she has so many great friends who have sent her gifts ranging from those to welcome her, calm her, clothe her, make her look absolutely adorable, make her look absolutely ridiculous, keep her mother sane, and ones that have been favorites of other babies. Thank you all for the wonderful gifts. Maya and family are grateful for your *warm*welcome*wishes*

Sarah mad crocheted this beautiful blanket for Maya in one evening.
Maya arrived four weeks early and put a bit of a rush on the project.

A video of Ido with nine day old Maya can be found here:
http://vimeo.com/361621
Password: maya

Grape Ape

Hello friends! It's been so long that I don't know where to start...let me see...I spent a week in the hospital at the end of September because of an abrupted placenta, had a baby girl four point five weeks earlier than expected on October 5th, stayed in the hospital for another ten days with her until she was eating properly (The story is a very long blog entry that I will get to at some point) and now we are home and happy and partying all night! That's what Maya wants so that's what we do. Sleep, my old friend, I miss you.

For Halloween I napped on the floor of Sarah's sewing room and Sarah

made an awesome grape costume for Maya.

Add this to your list

Tonight Ido and I saw Once. Do yourself a favor, go see it.

Pancakes are one of those good sins

What do I do when It's 8pm and I've read all of my favorite news sites and blogs, Ido is still at work, I've completed the Dr. prescribed twice daily naps, and eaten half a roll of Tums? I make and eat pancakes!

These pancakes are the size of a dinner plate, delicious, and *healthy*! They are packed with the yummiest of ingredients- toasted oat bran, eggs, and walnuts. Since we found out that our little Whatshername is on the small side my Dr has changed my daily routine. One thing that has change dramatically is what I am eating. I found out today that I am anemic. First order of change is that I must try to not mix my meat an dairy. That's a point for the Jews! This is how it works- Of the seven pills I must take daily, two are Calcium and Iron. I must take the Calcium (found in most dairy) at a different time that I take the super Iron (a main source is meat) and I must drink something with stores of Vitamin C when I take the Iron. Calcium blocks the absorption of Iron and C assists. I must eat at least 110g of protein and an additional 500 calories a day, and I must spread it out over the entire day. I eat protein shakes mixed in milk at least once a day for 38g of protein. This is quite disgusting. I eat meat. This is also disgusting because it must be cooked all the way. And this is how I justify the pancake sin- Each pancake tastes great, gives me 300 calories, 22g of protein, and a happy fully stomach. Ha!

Tomorrow for breakfast I'm making green eggs and ham. Calm down kids, I did not kidnap the Easter Bunny. My Araucana hens Stoop and Id provided these green eggs:

Stoop

Id
Thanks girls!

Shop till you pop!

I'm amazed at the incredibly crafty/designer bits you can buy for your offspring. I didn't think I would give into the craze, I never thought I would get excited about strollers, but I find myself drooling at some of the fancy things out there. I try to restrict myself to function before aesthetics. So when I come across something that functions the best and is the most beautiful, I get little pangs of happiness.

The things I secretly desire (or not so secretly anymore)

This is my first confession: The Stokke Xplory stroller:





It looks amazing, and it is the favorite of anyone who has tried it. Users say it is the perfect stroller. I hope all they hype about it being comfortable, convenient, and overall the best is true, because we are getting it as a gift from Ido's parents. Thank you! Thank you!

My next confession is the Leander Cradle:


Sigh...I love this thing. It is only useful for a few months or until the baby starts to sit up. It is expensive and not practical, but it is beautiful. Best option- the practical and still very fancy Stokke Sleepi Bassinet:

It's built well, pretty, and I found one in Seattle that is affordable- I'm buying it tomorrow. After Whatshername gets bigger, probably around six months, if we so desire we can order the kit to convert to a full size crib.

Last confession is the Stokke Tripp Trapp high chair:

Kids love it, it's functional, and it looks great!

My list of crazy wants extends far beyond these few things, but at some point it just gets ridiculous. I'm purchasing items second hand when available, and I'm making a lot of the items that are necessary, but do not necessarily have to be as adorable as possible and cost three times what it would cost to make- clothing, decoration, changing table, on and on and on.

Costa Rica is for the birds!

We are back from Costa Rica! Land of 860 bird species and two million million million mosquitoes.

It was a great trip, but it's nice to be home. We stayed in four different areas- Monteverde, Arenal, Tortuguero, and Quepos. The main focus for me was to see as many wild beasts as possible. It was a success. We visited five of the seven provinces and drove for many hours each day taking in the beautiful countryside. I started writing a trip journal to post, and the first sentence went something like this:

Day 1. I spilled a glass of iced ginger ale in my lap on the plane. Thank the airplane gods Ido was sleeping so he didn't see me do it. The only evidence of my little accident was the massive jeans rash on my a** after 6 hours of flying and 4.5 hours of sitting in the van on the way to Monteverde. I'm so happy to be on vacation!!!

I decided instead of posting the trip journal, I will give you the best trip summary I can offer, while respecting your patience. I note which photos are Ido's (as if.) Enjoy!

Monteverde Cloud Forest

Ido Photo

Morpho Butterfly Ido Photo

Ido Photo

This is a bug.



Arenal
The view from our room. We are so spoiled. Ido Photo

Arenal volcano- view from our room. Again, we are so spoiled.People come to this area just to see this volcano. If they are lucky they see lava. Some spend weeks and only see smoke rising from the top and heavy cloud cover. Ido Photo


Arenal volcano and wild beasts. Ido Photo


Ella and Audrey on the hanging bridges.
This bridge is 45meters high. Yipes.

Tortuguero

Caribbean town- school children playing soccer. Ido Photo

The flight to San Jose from Tortuguero.
The tracks in on the beach are green seaturtle tracks. We went late one night on a tour to see turtles lay eggs in the sand. It was incredible. The female comes from the water to the dry sand, digs a hole the depth of one of her front flippers, lays eggs, covers the hole with sand, then drags herself back to the ocean. The whole process takes about two hours. The female will lay 100 eggs each time she come to shore. Of those 100 eggs, only one turtle will survive to adult. We were not allowed cameras on the tour. Ido Photo

It's a bird! It's a plane! It's a frog eating a ciceda!

Quepos

Three toed sloth only a few feet away. Ido Photo

Helmet Lizard- another rare find.

Poison green and black dart frog

Fungus

White-faced Capuchin

Iguana

Lightning storm from the hotel balcony. Ido Photo


The wild wild jungles of Woodinville
This is what happens when the parents go away for a few days...
Madame, my bantam hen, and two of her babies! We gave away Tranny Anny because he was making a rukkus and waking the neighbors. It looks as though he left a piece (or five) of himself behind. These chicks hatched last Thursday. They are tiny and adorable! I'm not sure if they will be bantam like their mother.

Salton Sea/Dead Sea and chickens

First, I have to tell that one of my hens laid her first egg today! I watched her kick up the shavings in the nest box and fidget around until she got comfy and produced an egg. Now Ido will stop threatening to eat my hens. He insists that they must function in some way, and if not laying eggs ,then they will make a fine BBQ. I won't tell him which hen laid the egg. They all get credit for this one and are safe for a little while longer.


A few weeks ago we went to the Salton Sea. We stayed in an amazing quaint Moroccan inspired hotel a few miles north of Palm Springs. The hotel has 12 rooms adults only (last chance for us!) and the hot springs fed pool and hot tub are open 24/7- and we were the only guests! We had this paradise all to ourselves. All rooms open to the center courtyard overlooking the pool and lounging areas. It was fantastic! Breakfast in the morning was fruit and cheese and pastry- fresh delicious pastry- and all day and night dates, nuts, tea, coffee, fruit, Spanish Cream sherry, Moroccan mint lemon tea, and a few other assorted treats were available for guests. At 5pm each day the staff, consisting of the owner, his partner, and the owner's brother, served Morocco-tinis, red wine, fruit, snacks, and shared stories of their long journey from Las Vegas to Palm Desert. I know, I know, you were expecting a long journey from Morocco. Nope. They have never been to Morocco, but plan they to go very soon.

I just found this great article by Janice Kleinschmidt, so I'll wrap up my description and let her tell the rest:
http://www.palmspringslife.com/media/Palm-Springs-Life/June-2007/Passport-to-Morocco/

We were only there for three days. During the part of the day that we could tolerate the heat and leave the comfy confines of our Moroccan sanctuary, we went out to the Salton Sea. The Salton Sea used to be the vacation destination for people from all over the state of California. Some time over the last century something started happening to the chemistry of the water that was not beneficial to the critters living in the water and the critters living in the city and surviving off of the water. In 1976 the first of two major storms hit the area and caused massive flooding. This is a historical chronology of the area if you have tons of free time: http://www.saltonsea.ca.gov/histchron.htm#period3

Now for the pictures from our trip. Everything is covered in salt, ash, or in an extreme state of decomposition.

Hundreds of Talapia belly up in at the shore. Hundreds die daily.

(My attempt at being artistic using the
Lens Baby on my camera. Ha!)